Trying to make sense of the temporal chaos

 Sometimes I find myself in situations beyond my control. Where I have to quickly step up. Where things get out of hand and looking the other way is not an option.

It's like everything comes to you at once. From all angles. Demanding you attention and action. You feel deeply responsible

And, of course, you end up getting little sleep.

Sometimes even the message gets lost in communication and it's easy to get the wrong end of the stick. Feelings get hurt. It's only natural.

I understand sometimes it can seem like we are under attack and can't help but ask: Why did this happen to me? How did things get bad so quickly?

So how do we come back from this? How do we go back to normal? When other people's health are at stake or friendships go through struggles?

At this moment in time is hard to see a clear picture. Maybe hope is the best answer for now

What do you think? Breathe in, breath out.

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